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Spring means sakura, thus all the pink.
I'm on a Japanese kick right now, but then when am I not?
I miss having the chance to talk to people.
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May. 15th, 2008 @ 12:20 am Of irritating malfunctions....
kimochi: sore
ongaku: Thank You For Everything--Sayuri Iwata
I'm sick; I even had to call out of work today because there was no way I'd be able to manage doing massage. I SHOULD be better in the morning--I'd better be well enough in the morning to work! I can't afford sick days, mostly because I eventually have to make them up.
What really bothers me, though, is that my hands hurt. Lots. This makes ordinary, everyday tasks like eating into difficult ordeals. I think I've managed to find a way to eat without too much pain. But if I put my hand down wrong trying to push myself up or whatnot, it KILLS. A couple minutes ago, I went to make myself a glass of chocolate milk, but failled utterly when I tried to take the milk out of the fridge--ended up crying out in pain, which upset Shaun. The jug of milk ended up set on the floor, and I sort of kicked it over toward the counter while I explained to Shaun that I wanted chocolate milk but didn't want to bother him. It is very distressing not to be able to do things on my own. Contrary to what seems to be a popular belief, I really am rather independent, and it pisses me off not to even be able to dress myself--it hurts too much. As one can easily surmise, this causes a lot of trouble with work--fortunately hot paraffin seems to at least temporarily relieve/correct the problem. Maybe I need to buy a paraffin bath for at home...
Mom keeps suggesting that I wash the dishes, but I don't think I have the digital mobility to do that, even with the application of heat. And Biofreeze doesn't help; I tried that on Sunday at Kristen's suggestion. The arthritis cure my mom got didn't help either--actually it made things worse.
Oddly enough I can manage to curl my hands enough to hold a videogame controller without hurting myself, and I'm OK for typing (as long as I'm careful), but I have trouble weilding a pen, and I'm not gonna even attempt to crochet with my hands this bad.
I think I need to cut back my schedual, but I'm not sure I can afford that at the moment.....
I want to drop Sundays and let the salon hire another part-time therapist to help out....
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Apr. 29th, 2008 @ 01:18 am Resolution
kimochi: sleepy
ongaku: Wasureaki--Garnet Crow
Ok, so the problem I talked about yesterday is now mostly resolved--fine paid, so everything should be released and all set by Wednesday, which means there is every likelihood that I don't need to tell coworkers anything at all.
Went out to lunch today with my family. The classic diner on Main Street is cool. *^_^* Yummy food...
I spent most of the day playing Persona 3 FES. There are a number of differences, and I sorta find myself wishing I was on Easy mode because grinding is boring/annoying. I almost got totally creamed by an enemy that I'm supposed to farm for a fetch quest in the area that I'm supposed to be in right now. The deadline is June 6, and the current date is somewhere in the 20s of May....I really didn't feel like poking around Tarturus even more tonight, but I need to, so I'll come back to it tomorrow or sometime, I think. Geh, next full moon is the Emperor/Empress... I feel like my characters get tired faster than they did when I played P3 last summer....maybe that's 'cause I was on easy last summer...~_~*
It's been raining all day, and pretty hard, too. So I haven't made it to the library yet. I'm going in the morning even if it doesn't stop raining (though I really hope it does!). I want more books to read. Oh, and I cannot seem to find the pattern book with the baby blanket I was going to make for my coworker...It must be around somewhere. I didn't leave it in my treatment room, did I?
Eh, enough of my rambling, huh?
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Apr. 24th, 2008 @ 11:15 pm So ends another week...
kimochi: accomplished
ongaku: Always--Kuraki Mai
Thursday is the end of the 'week' at work, which means payday and the end of calculations for commission for the week. I did well enough this week, back at average. Hopefully things stay that way--though I've had a couple cancellations for this comming week already. Then again, there are a few people on my cancellation list that ought to be called back soon. I'll probably work on that tomorrow, while I have time.
This morning I went with Mom to a place called Dream Dinners, and we both got to put together meals that can be pulled from the freezer and prepared in about 30 minutes. Nice, healthy, tasty meals that will be good for variety. *^_^* It was lots of fun! And this will be great for the month ahead, so that we don't have to always worry about dinner or eat spaghetti.
Shaun has an interview tomorrow, at the bank near the mall. He got his hair cut yesterday, so he'll look nice and sharp. *^_^* Everyone is rooting for him! *^_^*
Tomorrow after work my brother is going to pick me up and take me to Mom's house for the night, because I'm working in Merrimack on Saturday morning. I'll go back to Nashua again in the afternoon for my own clients, and then home around 6ish.
I need to get into an exercize routine...get in shape. Maybe I should join a gym? Certainly I should at least correct my sleep schedual so I can get up early in the mornings and go for a walk. Maybe I can wander into downtown and get breakfast or chai or something...
I have all these wonderful ideas and plans, but I'm not sure if I'll manage to act on them.....
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Jan. 8th, 2008 @ 01:57 am Of Wii and such things...
kimochi: annoyed
ongaku: Mune Ga Dokidoki---The Highlows (Meitantei Conan OP#1)
Stupid 90s. Stupid "all main characters are male". No fair. If you're gonna do that at least give me a freakin' default name to start with!! A$$ho1es. Rrrrgh.
Yeah, I downloaded a bunch of old Sega Genisis games on our Wii. Sword of Vermillion is unplayabe because neither I nor Shaun can figure out the battle system. Shining Force is good, but I do get tired of playing tactics after a while, and the battle I'm on right now is BS. I get trapped in this chapel with my hero stuck up near the alter area and the rest of my group over by the door. There's a whole bunch of undead monsters (like 10-12) in between. Oh, and my fighters can't do a whole lot of damage to some of these critters, but my mages are squishy (they're mages, of course they're squishy). And if my hero dies I loose. Fortunately I get to keep any xp I've earned....probably just take me like 10 tries to get through it. Haven't tried the other things we downloaded yet...well, I'm working on trying out the third Genisis title....Shining something-or-other, I forgot. Except the name screen allows me 5 characters, and my character is male. Was always annoying growing up, running into all the name screens that would let you use up to 5 letters. My brothers would plug in their name or nickname just fine, and I'd try to plug in my name and get "Sharo". I think I finally figured out that it worked fine if I just used my middle name instead. Anyway....the whole male-only character thing is annoying. And my usual default "male" (gender-neutral) name is 6 letters. So I guess I'm stuck.



In other news, on a completely different topic, went to 2 shops today, and I think I found the perfect dress at the second shop. Costs roughly 2 paychecks, but it's worth it. 'Course I then need to find the right accessories to go with it.....
~_~* I never really realized just how much work goes into planning....No wonder it often takes years. I have a little less than 9 months.... Well, I can pull it off. I'm just not sure HOW it will all work. Eh, if all else fails, I'll just give myself an extra year.
I'm the one calling the shots, anyway. *^_^*
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Nov. 15th, 2007 @ 12:40 am Reflections upon the mirror and a dirty washcloth.
kimochi: contemplative
ongaku: Unme No Roulette Mawashite--Zard
At the end of the day, I wonder why I bother to wear makeup. No one really seems to notice that I wear it, and it seems more of an inconvenience than anything else. Takes time to put on, lipstick has to be refreshed from time to time throughout the day (and that's setting aside the fact that I feel like I'm eating it half the time). Mascara is kinda scary--I keep nearly poking myself in the eye with the brush, and I cannot seem to figure out what I'm doing wrong. The silliest thing is, if you do it right it's supposed to look like the makeup isn't even there. So why put it on in the first place? I wear it because I'm supposed to wear it for work. But why do I put it on when I have a day off work? Or when I'm working at the other place? Habit, I guess. I suppose I've gotten used to wearing the makeup. It's still a pain to take off at night. I suppose I could go to sleep with it on, but that wouldn't really be good for my face. I've been trying to take better care of my skin--I haven't gotten very far yet, though. Except for remembering to use clenser when I take a shower. Unfortunately I have a tendency to forget to put the mositerizer on afterwards, and I end up feeling like my face is drying up.
Why the heck is beauty such a pain?
Don't get me wrong, I like being pretty. I like wearing pretty clothes, and having my hair done nicely. (I wish I could get it into some bouncy curls, but I haven't figured out how to do that yet.) I like getting my hair colored, foiled, and styled. It's fun and I get to chit-chat with the stylist. Some of my friends would probably never belive that I was all quiet and shy back in high school and before. I like to talk.
What I've never really understood, though, is why women will do highly uncomefortable things for the sake of fashion. High heels? OK, I'll wear them sometimes, to dress up. But every day at work? Why? And the whole thing with makeup. It's annoying, really. So why do we wear it? Do guys really notice that?
About the only time Shaun notices that I have makeup on is either when I'm doing it in the car (and he has to warn me that he's going, stopping, or whatnot) or when I kiss him on the cheek right after putting on my lipstick, so that I leave a mark. (I think it's funny. I'm not sure what Shaun thinks of it.)
I can see putting all kinds of effort into hair--it's fun to get it colored and styled and such. And I can see putting effort into clothing--hard to feel good when you're wearing crappy clothes. And jewlery. I like wearing sparklies, because they're sparklie and make me feel good. And pretty. But when I select shoes, I go for comefort first and style second. (Well, third--they also have to be in a color that matches decently with most of the things in my wardrobe. I won't even try on pink shoes, no matter how cute or comefy they look.) Thus, I own mostly flats. (In black or neutral colors.) Yeah, I have a few pairs of heels. Mostly purchased for specific occasions. And I wear them when I feel like being tall, but never two days in a row, because they'll make my feet hurt. And my legs hurt.

I am getting long-winded over fashion, on a journal that's probably not much read. And those who do read this journal are mostly people who couldn't care less about fashion stuff anyway. Why am I writing this?
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Oct. 13th, 2007 @ 11:22 pm And thus ends my first week without a day off.
kimochi: busy
ongaku: Growing of My Heart--Mai Kuraki
For anyone who hasn't yet heard, I am now working two jobs--full-time at Hair Excitement as a massage therapist, and part-time at Things Remembered. I like both jobs well enough. They keep me pretty busy, and I come home kinda tired and REALLY don't feel like cooking, so making dinner is likely to be left to Shaun a lot in the forseeable future. He works fewer hours than I do. This week, I did about 42 hours. And I made commission at HE! *^_^* So my check this week will be a bit fatter than normal.
It feels a bit different, to actually have a full-time job in my own field. Now I'm pretty much running things as far as massage goes at HE, since one therapist left and the other's on maternity leave. I want to get a couple new CD's, so that I have something different to listen to, but I'm not sure what to get yet. Same with decorations. Eh, I'll figure it out eventually.
I probably also ought to look into some CEUs, but I'm not entirely sure where to look. Next time I remember on a schoolday, I'll call my school, and ask if they can reccomend anything. I'd like to go up and visit, but the chances of having time for that in my busy schedual of the moment are kinda slim....
Anyway, my life is starting to look up. Money is less of an issue now, and I'm certainly not bored very often! What with working every day.... I practically live at the mall.
Oh, and magazines are evil....I got a papercut on my left thumb when I was trying to replace a magazine on a rack at Barnes&Noble today....Grrr....hope it goes away quickly. I dislike having to wear the rubber finger-cover things....
Anyhow...guess I really don't have much else to say....I'll go wander off now. *^_^*
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Sep. 23rd, 2007 @ 07:12 pm New Job: Day One
kimochi: bouncy
ongaku: Mou Kimi Dake Wo Hanashitari Wa Shinai--Aya Kamiki
Ok, so today I started at the older of the mall spas. I didn't actually do any massages, but I still feel great, because I feel like I got to help out! (Not to mention, I still get paid even if I don't do any massages.) I did reminder-calls, and I got drinks for customers, and various other usefull things. Tomorrow I'm going to bring in my chair, so I'll get to do a bit of marketing, and probably get a few more massages in. It'll take a bit to get more bookings, but I'll get there. *^_^* Come wintertime....that'll be good for massage! I like it there already! My co-workers talk to me, and I get to chat with guests.....it's nice! Not boring like slow times at the other place. Lots of product for me to learn, too. I'll get to that. Right now, I generally say Hi to guests and then get someone to help me help them. *^_^*
Things are looking up around here. WAAAAAY up! *^_^*
There are, however, still a few things I need to get....But I shall do that in due time! *^_^*
Hope everyone is having fun!
Come see me sometime, if you're in the mall on one of my workdays! Or better yet, make an appointment to come in for a massage! *^_^* I'm VERRY good! *^_^*
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Sep. 15th, 2007 @ 09:42 pm I did it!
kimochi: accomplished
ongaku: Kimi to iu Hikari--Garnet Crow
Guess what? I went for my interview today, and I got hired on the spot! I now have a job, and it's even in my field!
So, now I work at one of the spas in the mall. Anybody need a massage? Walk-ins welcome! Appointments are good too...
*is all happy and excited*


*and can't really think of anything else to say.....*
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Sep. 14th, 2007 @ 06:35 pm I rock!
kimochi: accomplished
ongaku: Ashita wo Yume Mite--ZARD
I have two interviews for jobs in my field!! *^_^* Tomorrow at one of the spas in the mall, and Tuesday at the other mall spa. I should drop by the spa in the plaza down the road, just to round things out. *^_^* I think I shall do that soon...not today, though, as it's getting a bit late.
Now the only question is "Why didn't I think to do this sooner?" Then again, perhaps it's just perfect timing at the moment. *^_^*
My job search is actually going pretty well. I've had two interviews already (both of which went well) for jobs at various mall shops. And another couple shops are waiting for managers to get back and have a look at applications, so those could be good possibilities as well.
Well, whatever eventually happens, I finally feel like things are looking up. I'm getting back into the swing of things. I fixed my sleep schedual (I now go to bed around 10pm and am up before 9am--often as early as 6 or 7).
So....what's next?
Oh, and I'm starting to think I'm too good at Picross.....I've completely finished the DS game (which I got about a month ago) and I have about 3 puzzles left on the super-secret "Ultra" level of Mario's SuperPicross. (Actually, "Ultra" is a Wario level, but whatever.) I need to find something else to play......
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Aug. 6th, 2007 @ 11:20 pm 24
kimochi: cheerful
ongaku: Kaze No Lalala
Ok, there's only about an hour left of today.... we just got back from the bookstore (fun place to go, less dusty and better selection than the library).
I am going to guess that Shingo just plain forgot.... Eh, whatever. Haven't heard much from him since April anyway, so why on earth should I expect him to remember?
Celebrated some with family on Friday, and planning to celebrate with friends...some weekend. After I get the place cleaned up enough for people to sit around. I know most of the group doesn't mind messy (our apartment is the messiest, but not by a whole ton). So....just have to clean up the living room so there's space for everyone. Then we can have something of a party, probably mostly just a sit-around-and-watch-anime thing, and almost certainly on a Saturday night (because Friday is for RP). More on that later.
Er, I haven't updated in a while, have I? ~_~* So....random bits of things.....
Discovery: a good cure for cramps is a cold or hot sitz bath. (sitz bath is one in which you sit in water up to the waist, "cold" is actually about 60-70 degrees F)
Amusing:(this occured last Thursday) Shaun and I each take a small bite of freshly-broiled swordfish, hot out of the oven.
Well, he's not making any faces.... "Good?"
*nods* "Tastes like something, though."
It doesn't have a particularly distinctive flavor... "Fish?"
"No, I mean I've tasted something like this before."
"Fish?"
"Yeah, but fish doesn't taste this good."
*bursts out laughing*
Other things: I've been reading a lot lately, and we keep going to the library. Last Friday was the first time we visited the library and came out with fewer books than we went in with--this was largely due to the fact that we arrived at the library around 4:50, and it closes at 5 on Fridays (MMK). And of course, since I only got one book and a manga, I need to go back again soon as I've finished everything already. Again. But we got a couple manga at the bookstore today, so I'm not completely without new reading material. Anything I should look for in particular? I love sci-fi/fantasy (not really into hard sf, though).
We both really need to get jobs, as we're getting tired of being broke. Plus, it's one thing to stay in the house because you want to, and quite another to stay in the house 'cause you can't afford to go anyplace else (except the grocery store). It sucks. I get tired of sitting around the house all the time, and my sleep-schedual is so whacked-out....and I haven't figured out how to fix it. I get tired at weird times.
Anybody need a massage? I have my licence, and I have a chair and a table (chair is my favorite type of work to do). I need to make some business cards so I can start doing something.....
And....now I can't think of anything else to put in here. I've been obcessed with Meitantei Conan (Detective Conan) all summer....and haven't really been doing much else except reading. Gah, this place is so boring. I wish I had more yarn, so I could make more blankets. I love doing crochet....but I don't have yarn. Maybe by the time I finish the britght orange blanket I'm doing for my bro, I can go get more yarn and make more blankets....Anyone like one?
Eh, I should probably stop chattering now, huh?
Wonder what this year will bring?
*^_^*
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Jun. 16th, 2007 @ 06:18 pm Hello, Summer.
kimochi: hot
ongaku: "Kaze no Lalala" -- Mai Kuraki
So today was my little brother's high school graduation. It was held on the track feild at the school itself, and today was a really nice day--warm, sunny, very bright.....all you could ask for in a lovely June day.
Of course, Shaun and I both completely forgot about sunblock, and we sat in the sun for probably about 3 hours (from a little before 10 to sometime around 1) during the ceremony--which was pretty good, by the way. I think I had more fun at Pat's graduation ceremony than I did at mine. (Perhaps partly because of the weather--we had an overcast, dreary, drizzly day for my hs graduation 6 years ago.)
After the ceremony, we went up to Carrabas' in Bedford for lunch/dinner. By this time everyone was starting to turn red. None of us had remembered to put on enough sunscreen early enough! Oh dear...so we all have big-time burns. I kept getting annoyed at Pat (the graduate) for poking me, because I'd worn a sleeveless shirt and was thus burned all the way up my arm (except for where my watch was).
So, when we got home we smeared after-sun gel all over, and it feels a LITTLE better...but still hot! And rather ouchie. My face is red, the top of my back is red, the top of my chest is red, my arms are completely red from shoulder to hand, and the top of my left foot is red (I was wearing jelly shoes and no socks). Shaun is considerably more red, in slightly fewer places--he was wearing a short-sleeved shirt with a collar, and his usual sneakers.
Hopefully all this red will fade pretty soon....Shaun's worried about it affecting a job interview. It's a sunburn, this is June, no one is likely to ask.
But, yeah.....ouch. Next time I'll remember the sunscreen! (Yeah, we're doing this again in '09 when my youngest brother graduates.)
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
May. 22nd, 2007 @ 10:09 pm L. M. T.
doko?: home
kimochi: ecstatic
ongaku: random bits of Conan themes stuck in my head
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Today I received a letter from the state department of Health and Human Services. It came in a big manila envelope so that what was inside did not get creased.
Within that envelope were 3 pieces of paper. The first is a letter, which states that I passed the practical examination with a score of 96. The other two are my state license--one copy for the wall and one for my purse! *^_^*

I am now a Licensed Massage Therapist! *^_^*

GO ME!!!!
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
May. 18th, 2007 @ 01:19 pm ouchies
kimochi: sore
ongaku: Two-Mix - Truth
Note to self: If you plan on doing any outcalls, get a cart for the massage table. Carrying around with the shoulder strap will incapacitate you for at least the next day.

My shoulder REALLY hurts. It's all bruised from carrying the massage table around yesterday for the exam. It felt fine most of the day, but sometime after midnight it started really hurting. At first I had no idea why, so I asked Shaun to take a look at it. He about freaked out, and told me to go look in the mirror. When I got to the bathroom, I realized why. There's a lot of bruising on my left shoulder--mostly in an odd stripe pattern, which is what had freaked out Shaun. The stripe pattern reminded me of the shoulder strap on the table's case, which is how I figured out that's the source of my pain.
I need a table cart. Or maybe just an office. I need to not be carrying that thing around. It weighs like 40lbs and is big and cumbersome.
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
May. 17th, 2007 @ 02:48 pm Exam is FINISHED!!
ongaku: Two-Mix - Truth
This morning was my state licencing exam for massage therapy. I managed to get through it! I think I did pretty well, even though I kept accidentally stepping on my shoelaces. I managed to do this without tripping myself, though, so I doubt I got marked off for accidentally untieing my shoe. I was SOO nervous before the exam started, though. Mostly because I'd not touched the table except to move it around since August when I finished school. Well, now after half a year of putting it off, I've finally completed my exam.
I should know within the next 2 weeks to 1 month how well I did. I'll have my licence by this time next month--or I'll be taking the test again in August.
I am SOOOOO glad it's over now! Mom and I went for lunch at Peddler's Daughter after the exam, to celebrate. Yeah, back home, because neither of us knows Concord very well, and we didn't really feel like poking around. So we went to a place we knew of but had not been too. I had Irish Curry, which was interesting.
So now I'm home, and all done, and the dishwasher is running. I should run a load of laundry as well. We shall see what happens.
I shall keep everyone posted on the status of my licence--watch this space (and/or my FaceBook account) for updates! *^_^* I'll make sure to post as soon as I get my results and my licence! *^_^*
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Mar. 15th, 2007 @ 09:56 pm Ah-ha!
kimochi: pleased
ongaku: songs from Labryinth stuck in my head
I have discovered how to get Shaun to watch movies!
About an hour or so ago (however long the movie is), I randomly decided that I felt like watching Labyrinth. So I pulled it off the shelf and put it in the DVD player. (Shaun went "What did you grab?" when I leaned over him to get the movie.) At first, the sound didn't work--turned out I'd messed up on plugging the A/V cables into the DVD player. They were all in the right spot on the VCR, but I put the ones on the DVD player in funny places. The video worked because I'd plugged that into the right spot, but both sound things were in the wrong place. Once we got that fixed, I sat back to watch.
And sure enough, after a little while Shaun was watching with me. Laughing about the worm misleading Sarah, and the little things that turn the stoes so that her marks suddenly become useless. *^_^* Much fun!
And now I know how to get Shaun to watch a movie: Just put it on. *^_^*

Now if I can get my house back in order, I'll be all set, right? *^_^*
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Mar. 11th, 2007 @ 06:51 pm Living Room Fun
kimochi: amused
ongaku: humming of fans
"You're not on ChopShop. You don't have to think there's a harder way."
"It never occured to me that the finial would come off!"
It really didn't. I never thought to try unscrewing the ball on the end of the curtain rod. I pulled the thing apart (it's one of the adjustable-length ones). And it turns out that the curtains are a touch more sheer than I thought...oh well, they'll do what I want them too, which is about as much as my mother's lace curtains do. Privacy screen, so that one cannot immediately see into the living room from outside.
Anyhow, my middle brother came over to help put up the curtain rod. Now it is up, and it is time for dinner. I just thought the bit about the rod was funny.
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Mar. 9th, 2007 @ 07:29 pm We have internet again!
kimochi: happy
ongaku: Hirano Aya (Suzumiya Haruhi) - GOD KNOWS
Ok, so we actually got the internet again yesterday, but I kinda forgot to make a post. ~_~* I spent a lot of the day watching Magic Knight Rayearth 2, because I needed SOMETHING to do while I waited for them to get everything all set up.
So, now we have lovely high-speed internet and I am back online! Unfortunately the wireless card in my computer has been being uncooperative, so I have to be plugged into the router, and my cord is a little short. I'm on the opposite side of the room from my desk!
Our new home is pretty nice, though. There are a couple hiccups, but all in all it's a great little place. It's not actually small, though. Well, it's a one bedroom, but it's a nice size. Probably a good twice the size of the place I lived in Manchester.
My kitchen is sorta set up now. I can find things! And if I can't, then it is my own fault, or I'm looking for something we haven't got. There are still a few things that're still wating to find a home and such, and I haven't got my pantry organized, but I shall be working on that bit by bit and get it all set! *^_^*
Living room is mostly good to go, too. Except for setting up office-type stuff (need a longer cord and some more power strips). Also need to get the curtain up over the sliding glass door. I wonder if I can borrow my brother for an hour or so to get that up? I'll have to ask.
So, yeah, everything is pretty much set. Just a little bit more settling in to do. Well, that and getting the bedroom organized.....
So happy to be here now! *^_^* I live almost in the middle of everything again!
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Feb. 26th, 2007 @ 09:52 pm I want some TEA!!
kimochi: annoyed
ongaku: AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion
The stove is busted. That's GOT to be it. The burner is smoking--apparently something is on it. So I cleaned it. Still smoked, and we decided not to see if it'd just burn off until later on. So I put the kettle on another burner and turned it on, because I really do want a cup of tea. More smoke! More smoke than the first time with the first burner! What the heck?? So I turned the burner off and stomped away to my room. I want some tea, dang it! I ought to be able to make myself a decent cup of tea when I want it! Blasted stove.......


I want TEA!!!!
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Feb. 17th, 2007 @ 12:17 am Apartment Hunt Ends
doko?: Milford
kimochi: ecstatic
ongaku: people talking
Today, Shaun and I went looking for an apartment. I had made appointments to see three different apartments in Nashua.
The first one we went to was just off Spit Brook Road. Lovely place. Nice and big--though a little on the expensive side. Put down a deposit on that, because we liked the look of it and the deposit is fully refundable for 5 days.
After leaving there, we headed for downtown to check out another apartment, and took a longish route down Broad Street (I for some reason was convinced we should've gone down Cushing, though as it turned out that wouldn't really have helped much). The light at Library Hill must've been broken or something, because we sat in front of the red light (we were trying to cross straight, rather than turn onto Main or Concord) for a good 20 minutes and the light never changed. Everyone else got turn after turn in reasonable order. We had a line of a good 5 cars or so, and we DID NOT MOVE. Eventually I gave up and ran the red light, since it hadn't changed and we were sick of sitting around. Unfortunately, we had quite a lot of trouble finding the place. Got to Orange St (we were following printed-out Mapquest directions) and turned. Got to Lock St and turned left. Didn't see the one we were looking for--it started at 14 and went down, and we were looking for 16A. So we went around again, just to make sure. Then we went around a third time, except this time we took a right on Lock instead of a left. That side started with 18 and went up. Unhelpful. Eventually, we parked in the parking lot of a funeral home and tried to work out what we'd missed. Someone from the funeral home came out, with a look on his face that said (by Shaun's translation) "Am I gonna have to call the cops?". However, for all he seems annoyed with us, he was quite helpful when we explained just what we were doing in the funeral home parking lot. (Parked really weird because I couldn't figure out how to park right on the weird hill.) So, with his help, we managed to locate the place we were looking for. It was in the same building as 14. Managed to get into the proper parking lot for the building, and went and stood on the porch to wait for the landlord guy to show up. We figured we'd take a peek in the window, and decided we really did NOT like the look of the kitchen. It was tiny. But we went ahead and had a look at the whole apartment anyway, when the guy finally arrived. The bathroom was larger than the kitchen, which actually looked about the size of a handicapped stall in a public restroom. The whole apartment really wasn't much bigger than the one I had in Manchester last year. And my kitchen was bigger than the one in this place! It didn't even have a regular-size stove! So we said no way to that one. Then he showed us another one, around the other side of the building. It was at the top of this steep, somewhat rickety staircase (one story up), and the rooms were tiny. The kitchen was bigger, yeah, but the rooms were tiny. So we said no way to that too, and went off to go find some lunch.
Silver Maple rocks, by the way. Great food at a reasonable price. And it doesn't have the mediocre aura of places like Uno's (which we always go to). Don't get me wrong, Uno's rocks too. It's just that sometimes you feel like going someplace nice for a change. (We didn't get a chance to go out for Valentines, due to the weather, and then getting out of the house too late yesterday.)
Next place we went was on Pine St. Took a while to find--we got lost again, but not as drasticly as with Lock St. Then the gal who was supposed to show us the place was late. So I called her. Turns out she'd forgotten to write down the appointment. And then she couldn't get the keys to the place. So we didn't see it and we just said forget it. By that time, we'd pretty much made up our minds that we were tired of looking.
You guessed it! The first place won out. Lovely place, great location, plenty of space. And no lease. So, we're moving to exit 1 on or around the third of March.
Anybody wanna help us out with moving stuff?
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Feb. 10th, 2007 @ 12:34 am Decidedly not my best day.
kimochi: guilty
ongaku: fan in bathroom
OK, so yesterday I wasn't feeling so great, and as a result took a medicine that knocked me out. This resulted in me sleeping in until about noon or so--not in itself a problem. Thing is, I then managed to get almost nothing done (I did get dressed and eat breakfast) before Shaun got home from work sometime after 3. I should've started the soup by about 3:30 or so, in order to have it done in time to eat before gaming night, but that did not happen. I finally started the soup somewhere between 4:15 and 4:30. Then I had trouble trying to cut the turnip (I did not have a large enough knife). So I got Shaun to help me out with making the soup--cutting up veggies and whatnot. This went pretty well, and the soup went on the burner to cook....thoug I did note as I stirred the soup before putting the lid on it that the burner kinda smelled burning-ish. As in something was on the burner that perhaps sheouldn't've been, and was burning. This did not, however, cause me undue alarm at that point of time.
Fast forward some 20 minutes later....Shaun comes in to tell me that the pot "smells like burning" which is freaking him out. I go out to see to this issue, explaining as I go that the burner smelled funny when I put the soup on it to begin with. Upon arriving at the stove, it becomes apparent to me that the pot had boiled over at some point. Scolded Shaun for not telling me this, and moved the pot to another burner (mind you this is a big ol' Dutch oven--the kind of pot that NEEDS two handles or it's impossible to pick up if there's anything in it). Everything would probably have been fine had I not promptly forgotten why I moved the pot and procceeded to turn the burner back on to make tea. Shaun and I went to the other side of the living room and sat by his comptuter.
All of a sudden we hear Mary shout "Holy shit, it's on fire!" This brings an immediate reaction of some confusion as Shaun and I get up to check it out. Shaun has the presense of mind to grab the fire extinguisher (Mary stands there looking at the fire and doing nothing) but he can't figure out how to work the thing--which actually turned out to be a good thing. I looked at it and thought for a second (along the lines of "What was it Pat said Mom did when this happened to him? Oh yeah, dishtowel.") and then grabbed the towel we keep on the handle of the fridge for drying hands on. I batted at the fire, trying to smother it. Shaun grabbed the towel and managed to finish the job. But the place was now all smokey. So while I had a mini-breakdown (fire was my fault), he and Mary opened the slider and started trying to usher the smoke out of the apartment. Then the smoke detector went off anyway, which only upset me further (I had now managed to inconvinience the entire building). Shaun kept flapping the towel to get the smoke out.
Eventually, the firemen arrived--probably a good 15 to 20 minutes after we got the fire out--to check everything out and make sure it was all OK. This was fine, except their joking to make me feel better didn't really work, and they somehow got the idea that I was a little kid. They thought I was Shaun's daughter. Apparently they could tell I wasn't a kid when I looked up, but still. Even with my hair over my face, surely I look at least 13, right? And Shaun certainly doesn't look old enough to have a teenage child, right?? Rrrg. Yeah, so, that kinda upset me more. I stomped off to my room, which I guess really wasn't very adult, but...well, I wasn't thinking very straight at that point of time anyhow.
So, as a result of the fire, I decided we couldn't use the stove anymore for the night, which, since the soup was not at all done, ment we'd have to find something else for dinner--probably eat out. So Shaun and I, after some delay, set out to go get food. Only when we arrived at Uno's, we discovered the parking lot was quite full. So we checked a couple other places, which turned out to be either equally full or closed. Ended up running through BK for a quick something (apple pie, fries, drinks) and heading over to friends' for gaming night. When no one else showed up after we waited around for 2 hours, we gave up and went back to Uno's, finding it now considerably less crowded (this being a bit after 10pm). We were both kinda annoyed that no one showed up for gaming night, as we'd been looking forward to this for weeks. But, well, what can you do? I'm rather inclined to yell at anyone who didn't have a good reason for not showing up, though.
So, now we're home, and it's time for bed. I better go to sleep soon----gotta be at work for 9am tomorow......
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Jan. 12th, 2007 @ 11:59 pm Moving Up A Little
kimochi: accomplished
ongaku: random chatter from the main room
I am proud to state that I now have a new job. And it's a step up from what I've done in the past. I'm a tax preparer now. Which means I don't have to stand at a cash register all day.
Of course, it also means I need to dress proffesionally, which is probably going to require me to aquire some more blouses....I have nice skirts, and I have a blazer. I have a few pairs of khakis, and decent shoes. I don't have quite enough blouses, and I need to get more trouser socks and/or stockings. Probably both. Today I aquired (for less than $7) a decent skirt-and-blazer set in a pretty green. There's a great consignment shop in the same plaza as the tax office where I work. I explored this while waiting for my brother to come pick me up.
Must make sure laundry gets done tomorrow--this will help my clothing issue. I ment to do it today, but there's too much for me to carry easily and I couldn't get at baskets enough to sort it all.
So, today I started my job. Tomorrow I'm gonna hang out in the coffee shop for a while (get some breakfast and read my book) before starting work. Worked pretty well for an hour today, so it should work just fine for a couple hours tomorrow.
Oh yeah. I still have an interview with Borders tomorrow afternoon. Yes I'm gonna try to get that job too. Or maybe one of the other ones I applied for. Why? Because I'm currently part-time and I kinda need full-time. Which I'm not likely to get until peak, so I need more work in order to make enough money to get by. I'll find something. And I'll find a way to not only get by, but to get ahead.
So. I guess we'll see how things go, right?
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Jan. 6th, 2007 @ 03:59 pm Yo-yo New Year
kimochi: drained
ongaku: noisy kids outside
I've had a lot of ups and downs this year. Yeah, already.
Monday I was hung over (though maybe it wasn't actaully a hangover, I'll explain in a moment)
Tuesday, I felt much better, and went down to Mass to help Scali with moving stuff. This was fun, and a welcome change from old routine. That night, I started flipping out about my test.
Wednesday, I spent the morning freaking out about test-related things (including transportation) and trying to study for the test. I took the test in the early evening and did EXCELLENT. Celebrated by going to Ruby Tuesday with Shaun.
Thursday I woke up with an unhappy tummy that was starting to hurt. Then my chest started to hurt. Long story short, I ended up in the ER. They did tests, took x-rays of my chest, and pumped normal saline and some anti-nausea medicine into my body. All the tests came up negative, and it was determined that I'd come down with some sort of bug that's been going around town lately. So I spent the rest of the day sleeping, drugged-up and consuming nothing but sips of water. My arms wouldn't even work well enough to open a new water bottle.
Friday was spent much the same as Thursday--more drugged-up slumber as I tried to get better. Eventually ate some toast. Mostly did nothing but sleep, thoug.
Today I am feeling a good deal better (thus my being on the computer). However, I'm still not up to going places. On the up side, though, at least I'm not totally passed out again. Hopefully this means I'm getting better, and by Monday I'll hopefully be able to get to work on getting a new job, so I can pay my bills.
OK, that's enough of me chattering on randomly about the ups and downs of the year so far......
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Jan. 3rd, 2007 @ 09:34 pm I did it!!
kimochi: ecstatic
ongaku: Hirano Aya (Suzumiya Haruhi) - GOD KNOWS
I PASSED MY EXAM!!
I am now a Nationally Certified Massage Therapist. *^_^*
Now it's a matter of dealing with the red tape to get to the state licencing exam, and then I'll have my massage licence.
Oh, and I passed with flying colours too! In about half the time allotted. You're given 3 hours to take the test, and within the first hour I'd finished answering all the questions. By the time an hour and a half had gone by, I'd managed to go through the whole test and make sure I had all the answers correct to the best of my ability. So then I was like "Ok, now what. Do I just sit here for another hour and a half?" When one of the proctors came in to fiddle with something, I asked, and he said I could click the finish button if I was done, and I'd be all set as soon as I was ready to leave.
So, I managed to be all done by about 5:30. Unfortunately there was some sort of accident in Merrimack and it took Shaun a while to get up to Concord where I was, so I sat around in the lobby reading magazines and listening to music on the MP3 player John was kind enough to lend me. (Thanks much! It helped a LOT with keeping me calm on the way to the test!)
Once Shaun got there, we went to Ruby Tuesday's for food--and to celebrate!
This is really super stuff! I'm now a big step closer to my career taking off! And I feel SOOOOO great!!! It's fantastic! I did it! And pretty much everybody is elated!
Tomorrow I call the state and set stuff in motion for the next test. Hopefully I'll get everything set up so that I can take it next Thursday.
I think this means the new year is off to a good start, then! *^_^* Wouldn't you agree? It definately counteracts the unfortunateness of Monday!
NOW we're cookin'! This year is definately gonna rock!!
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Jan. 3rd, 2007 @ 12:11 pm Permit me to freak out for a moment....
kimochi: anxious
ongaku: AKINO - Sousei no Aquarion
Then I'll drink my tea and try to calm the heck down, because I know freaking out isn't actually helping me. At the moment, I'm just trying to get it out of my system so the butterflies will go away and stop bothering me and then maybe I can eat something--or not.
Ok, first off let me explain that I have nothing to worry about. I know my stuff. I test well. I'll be fine.
The problem is that while I KNOW it, I'm having a bit of a hard time convincing the rest of myself of this simple fact. Shaun can attest to this, as I kinda freaked out on him last night (sorry about that!).
What am I talking about? This afternoon I am going up to Concord for my National Certification Exam in Theraputic Massage and Bodywork.
I am more anxious about this than I was about any standardized test I took in high school, and I have no idea why. (Oh, and the hs tests were a cinch. I forgot my calculator for the PSAT and still got 220 out of a max 240.)
My exam starts in about 4 hours, and I have no idea how to study.
There is a LOT of stuff on this exam! Kinesiology, Myology, medical terms, action-origin-insertion, Asian Therapy, ethics, anatomy and physiology, meridians....
I have to be able to remember where all the meridians start and end! And I can't find my notebook with the notes that let me ace my Asian Therapys final! All I can find is one quiz on the meridians and their start/end points! So that's about all I have to work from. Well, that and Tappen's, which tends to be highly unhelpful. The notebook would certainly be MUCH more helpful, and of course I'll probably find it sometime later on this week, when it won't actually do me any good anymore. Oh! And I need to know something about the chakras, but I'm not sure what, and I can't remember which direction they spin!
OK, hopefully I can just write off Ethics as self-explainatory, and hopefuly I'll remember all the AOIs I need. I should go over that again. It might help a LOT if I knew how the heck to cram!! But I never learned how to study, much less cram! Write a 20-page paper in 24 hours, yes, but cram, NO!
Oh, and it kinda doesn't help at all that this whole place is so much of a mess. I went out to make tea earlier and the sink is chock full of dishes again! Which ment I couldn't refill the kettle. And there's pots and stuff scattered on the stove! Everything is such a mess, and it's not just the kitchen, my room is a wreck too--thus my inability to locate the notebook I want. And the birds are racketous and I forgot to water my plant!!!!
Oh, and there's no one here to help me calm down. Everyone else is at work.
And I have no idea about the actual plans for getting me up TO my test in Concord. I know Dad is going to take me at some point, but I don't know what point. And I don't know who's going to bring me from home to where dad works.
This whole thing is just so much more mess than it ought to be. The getting there thing wouldn't even be an issue if Shaun's boss had given him the day off like he asked for--but that ended up not happening, and I couldn't've asked him to get that fixed anyhow. He's already missed a day this week because of me, and I cannot ask him to miss another. I'm just freaking out.
The worst part is that I KNOW there's nothing to flip out over, and thus there's no reason for my anxiety attacks, which only serves to make them worse as I know they're completely groundless, and I can't seem to figure out how the heck to stop!
I'll be fine once I go in to actually take the test. This is like my frist year in OM, when we went to states, and I was all freaked out beforehand and then did fine once we actually got to the performance.
Maybe it's just the thought of how much of my plans are riding on getting my licence, and how important this is to my doing exactly that. Getting my licence will open a way for me to get a better income, it'll be somewhat steady, and I can start working for myself.
I'm just really freaked out right now and I can't really explain why. I have no idea. I just am flipping out over this exam that I KNOW I can pass easily. I know my stuff. I test well. I'll be fine! And my licence will just be a matter of getting through red tape to take the state exam.
OK, I need to stop this and drink some tea. I need to calm down, cool down, and go over things again for a bit. Then I need to pack my pockets and find my shoes and such.
I have everything together that I need. I just need to reassure myself that I have what I need and that I'll be fine.
I need a hug. That'd calm me down a lot.
Please send me good wishes? Especially between 4pm and 7pm today when I'll be actually taking the test.

Thanks for letting me rant.
Kyo...
onebook, nitakit, inbook, Haruhi
Jan. 2nd, 2007 @ 12:26 am Happy New Year!
kimochi: sore
ongaku: Utada Hikaru - Colors
Ok, so here it is a new year. Hope 2007 is better than 2006, even for those who had a GREAT year last year. Nothing wrong with getting even better.
I suppose I should have put this post up earlier, but I spent pretty much the whole day recovering from a hangover. I don't normally get hangovers, regardless of how much I drink (I stay well clear of my limit). I maintain that it was the chamange at midnight that did me in. Champange is supposed to be a blush drink, right? This stuff was what they call "white". It looked sorta pale yellow to me. And it smelled like vomit. Unsuprising then, that that's what it eventually caused me to do. Oh, I was fine all night. Unbothered until about 7am, when my roommates and I were waking up and getting ready to leave--the boys were both supposed to be at work for 9am. By the time we actually got back to our own apartment (about 8am) I'd thrown up twice. I REALLY wanted a shower (to get the scent of the champange I'd spilled on my arms off me) and a nice nap. I wasn't inclined to put ANYTHING else in my system. Not even water.
Shaun offered to call out of work, as he didn't really want to leave me alone while I was sick. Especially considering the only other person who'd be home was recovering from a bout of illness herself. At first, I declined, because I didn't want him to miss out on needed money. But I later realized the wisdom of letting him take care of me, and he spent a good 20 minutes trying to call out (no one was answering the phone) before deciding he'd call back later. After a shower, I went to bed, partly 'cause I was still tired and partly 'cause at that point I could still barely stand on my own. I didn't wake up until about 2pm, and at that point I decided to try putting water into my system. When I managed to keep that down for an hour or so (while playing Trauma Center and getting annoyed with the syntactical and anatomical errors) I decided I was ready to put some food in my system. Toast stayed down for 3 hours, and then I decided to move up to mac and cheese, tea, and poking about on my computer. So yeah, that's kinda been my day. Great start for the new year, huh?
In all honesty, the party last night was great. Everybody but Mary (recovering from illness) got completely drunk. We played a bit of Smash Bros, I did not manage to pull off my little brother's trick with the Ice Climbers. Perhaps part of the problem was the stage. Or that I couldn't see the TV all that well anyway. Whatever. After two rounds I handed my controller to Mary because I was tired of it.
A pretty cool way to close out the year.
Perhaps another day I'll make a post of stuff that happened last year and/or my take on it. But, yeah, lots of stuff happened last year. Lots of things changed in various ways, good and bad.
And lots of stuff is going to change this year.
1. I will get my massage licence.
2. I will get my driver's licence.
3. I will get a better job than I've had--something a step up from retail cashier.
4. I will spend lots of time hainging out with friends.
5. I will get my own place--hopefully buy a house.
6. I will create passive income streams.
7. I will go on at least 1 vacation that has nothing to do with my family.
8. I will get my home presentably clean and keep it that way.
9. I will start hosting parties/get togethers on a semi-regular basis, work scheduals permitting.
10. I will get my business off the ground.
Kyo...